two things: today i attended my first bridal shower. not only did i get to attend, but i got to sit at the head table. i don’t know that i will ever get to sit at a head table again. jackie doesn’t like me, so i will probably have to sit at the ‘miscellaneous’ table……or in the corner. dom doesn’t want to get married, i don’t think alicia wants to get married but i could be wrong. maria is already married and i dont know about andrea. on my dads side, i think i have a chance of sitting at andrea and aprils table. YAYYYYY. anyway, it was at glen sanders and it was so incredibly gorgeous it took my breath away. normally, glen sanders cadering isnt that good, but WOW. stuffed french toast, the most delicious tortellini ever, CREPES!!!!!!!!!!!, mesclun salad. jaimee met her fiance sean at her sisters own bridal shower. sean was making&serving the crepes that day and apparently jaimee kept going up to *the crepe station* just as an excuse to look/talk to him. customarily, men don’t attend bridal showers, but they suprised jaimee when he came out to make crepes today! she was under the impression that he was going to lake george. those sisters are so amazing….im soo blessed to have them in my life and im so fortunate for them to let me attend today. i want to get married really badly now. OH BOYSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

i am on my 3rd episode of svu. i just watched one with angela lansbury (MURDER SHE WROTEEEEEEEEE yaka yaka yaka yoww) and alfred molina (doc ock from spiderman!!). doc ock is playing someone with aspbergers. you feel badly for him but then you remember he raped a bunch of girls. you know youre a good actor when you can cause that duality in emotions.

now i am watching one where this young, pregnant ginger is in the hospital and i could tell from the minute she came on the screen it was one of those FLDS cases where some 40 year old has a 12 year old wifey. YUCK. im about 5 minute into the episode. the “husbands” name is abraham and he lookes like the lovechild of jim morrison and john malcovich. i loooove law and order, but i love svu. they always say the most wittiest things. OMG AMBRHAM JUST SHOT ALL THE CHILDREN!!!! they just went in the house and there are like 7 cribs.. they just showed a closeup of a bloody teddybear. the room is all candlelit and creepy, and there is a huge painting of abraham on the wall. the asian psychologist who always knows all the answers has to talk to all the dectives, including richard belzer and ice-t, because its affecting all of them because of the children. ice-t doesnt get sad though, he just gets angry. poor richard belzer.

“you gotta be a real man to beat a woman half to death” -detective stabler